rinasourous. rawr!

2008-10-19T17:48:00.001+08:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION
and rinaaa is on Hiatus.
'O's are here.

2008-10-17T07:42:00.010+08:00

oh my god.
WENT TO MIRI TODAY & GDG's YESTERDAY

here's the story. i woke up at 6:27am by my mom alarm clock. yay. got dressed. chose the "i-cream" shirt from Wdrb's hehe. *wink* went to the mall. Max Payne is came out yesterday. ha-ha. next! i saw something that melted my heart. a card saying, "Love is just a word." really that's nice.ooh! and finally, i got an RPS membership card. hehe. not bad actually. still waiting for my Wardrobe's inc one.everyone is all up her nose. i hate it actually. sad ain't it? i'm actually jealous of her.

this is so wrong
counting the days: exam is in five days. chatting with mister wong. Cher we miss you!!
went to wash the car mazda. hehe i bet my sister would be so happy to hear that.
it has been a very stressful day.
wikee wikee"

2008-10-12T22:05:00.014+08:00

currently dookied
read this:
exams are coming. raya is here. i'm a piece of wreck.
so here's what's been going on lately and a few words i have to admit/say.

Some lame jackass kambing bit me. i let it slide. he's a jerk anyways. while his friends and mine, comfort me. *great to have friends ain't it?* so i learn that boys really make good best friends. i harts you too abii baby banana rawr monster-sourous. hehe. my bestie. i let another bestie slide past me just because i don't text him much. i feel a little sad but it's his choice now.My evergrowing sickness of jealously i am currently rest-assuring. as i put in on PAUSE since he-who-must-be-named is dating less-her. i have to admit i really want to kill him.

two. hari raya is on tha move! so my spirit is now officially on call. haha. no seriously. exams are coming so i need to train ma lil' brain right here. i hate to the fact the current number of bloggers are growing and most of them aren't neccesarily talking bout any frog who died on the road. ~~like wth is happening in Brunei nowadays. feel sorry bout your love life somewhere else~~.

my classmates are the greatest though i have to admit, eventhough we have a few sour-plums that are either to talkative, naggs too much, show-offy, jerky, vitchy(admit it!), melatinx or just don't talk at all. we still stay happy eventhough a few of us don't get along. Did it matter to anyone that this class has something a bit different?very different?

so next i have to say my family does support me but sometimes not in the ways i like them too. it's wierd that we do stay in touch no matter how far we are with big smiles on our faces. Most of my friends say this,"You and (insert which sister) are so alike!"we know. it's annoying. god help us.
my dad well. good topic here. i do believe he's trying so hard to be back on his feet and i'm sorry for that but not as much as i feel so sorry for my amah that waits on him hand and foot. really i do now i just knew that my dad actually was a great man. he never's tells me of what happend in his past. hmm.i have no grandparents n'more so al-fatihah to them, sad to admit i only met my grand mother from my mom's side, i never got to see the others.

my love life is still on the rocks no matter what i do. My ~~addiction/habit~~ cannot be any more worse. urgh how i annoy myself. i love him. no him. wait no the other one. not you. urgh.

Next is my studies. I'm not quite sure where i'm going on this but i definately don't want to take the business road. I'm quite interested in Science that it does hurt (sad isn't it?). Australia is my destination so i'll be surfing the seas yet hitting the books in a more obvious way. *goes head. "yay!"* i'm so very excited i could poo. Though my studies are a bit "loopy" now, i really don't want to stay in Brunei untill i retire.Mark my words.

to be continued.
love, Rina.

For Abii Baby Banana Rawr Monster-surous.

2008-10-11T18:23:00.003+08:00

*look closely*

thanks for the smiles abii. you know i gotcha' back.
much love, rawry rina.

JINGLE BALLS

2008-09-29T20:23:00.013+08:00

TESTING. one two thr.. LIGHTS!!

it has been a busy busy day. ooh! i cleaned up my room. it's now half-way clean. do not ask me why. i just have a few junky things to get rid off. as usual. urgh! i still can't face the fact that my sisters aren't here. I don't have any shopping partners. boo-hoo. well there's my mom but i'm only with her coz' i'm the one picking up the stuff. yuckies.
OOh i tried on my new baju raya. green and pinky-white and all i can think of in the dressing room was.. "OMG!!!" and i hated instantly what i looked in the mirror been testing out the "cucul" for raya at my sis's place. it was pretty cool.

A FULL DAY

2008-09-27T21:42:00.010+08:00

Here's my Saturday.

one. get up early. go to school. snap some shots."avalible in facebook. you should go have a look. it's pan-nee"two, spend the day webcamming and chatting since we are bored.hehe me and Harith were just fooling around. I have to admit it was fun.then went shopping w' mum. places were PACKED. hate when that happens.three, sungkai. d-uh. then went to Lai-lai to get some heels and boy did i get some heels. wore them to ya-sa-san, truely painful so,

pain + swollen feet = beauty.
THEN. i went home and snoozed.how i felt at the end of the day? bummed.

CLOSET EASE OUT

2008-09-24T12:54:00.009+08:00

hewoe.note to fact i have not done my shopping since the trip in miri and that was like what? a month? so i'm planning to sell some stuff this month just to ease out my closet,
get what i mean? the list of stuff:

the magic 8 ball (5$) /
rainbow hearts hoodie [L] (10$) /
black devil plushie [L] (5$) /
"what she saw"novel (3$ below)/
"chinese cinderella" novel (1$)/

{i'll add more later. lemme check first.}
[i gurantee that all the stuff are rarely used and costs below B$15]

I AM SO THERE

2008-09-23T19:07:00.012+08:00

WARDROBES INC/UNSEEN CLOSET
LUST CLOTHING/ROCK PAPER SCISSORS

Lookie what i found. Some of the clothing shops in Be-u-nai which is so cool, and their threads aren't seriously bad. I've been to wardrobes inc. before and wow, most of the clothes are for guys though. As for the unseen closet, sells Miss Little and Mr. Tees, Lust Clothing at the Mall is having a clearance sale and all i can say is. I AM SO THERE!! note to the fact that some Wadrobes inc. tees are also in RPS. don't worry their good.
*winks* (currently in the mood for shopping)

Syawal's coming!

2008-09-22T20:01:00.005+08:00

bringing out the fancy lights, sell out the shops, get high on soya bean and breaking out ones,
go to the tailors, buy new shoes, furniture and what not.

i'll leave a note do not i repeat do not go out this week. Everybody's getting their pay tomorrow and since it's a week before raya, you get the point. Owh and we (meaning me and my family) have been cleaning the ban three house. soo much fun. *hahaha*

survey, survey, survey.

2008-09-21T14:51:00.005+08:00

ARE YOU:
Perfect? i make believe i am.
Tall? i like my height. but no i'm not tall.
In your pajamas? yep.
Left handed? both. but preferbally right.

LAST:
friend you saw? tuition mates.
person you talked on the phone? the guy who called me pineapple.
person to text you? same guy.*winks*
Is today better than yesterday? yes. no tuition. woohoo!

FAVOURITE:
Number? 9 and 17.
Colour? currently? green.
Food? chocolate ice cream.
Place? in his arms. *it's so safe*

QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: wait and snuggle with my pillow before getting up.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: who doesn't?

Q: What's the last movie you watched in theater?
A: Dark Night. i have not been in the movies for a while.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: outside and my sister's place.

Q: Do you smile a lot?
A: yes.

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: childlish-ly yes.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: people say so.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: my bed.

Q: Why did you sleep there?
A: cause it's air-conditioned. haha.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: last night.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: i am so in-love.

Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
A: right now? four.

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Uncle Kracker- Follow me.

Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
A: a little bit.

Q: What is your favourite month?
A: December holidays.

EMOTIONS:
Are you missing someone right now? yes.
Are you single? no.
Are you tired? yes.
Are your parents still married? yes

BASICS:
Real name? Ammar Rina Agus Din.
Age? 16.
Eye color? dark brown.
Zodiac sign? Gemini
Male or Female? female. *good question.uhhh..*
Single? no.
Crushing? yes
Smart? at times.
Hair color? black with hints
Sweats or jeans? jeans.
Phone or Camera? camera.
Health freak? a little bit.
Righty or lefty? righty.

FIRST:
best friend? the twins and Liyana * i wonder where she is.*
award? i can't remember.
enemy? the brat i keep shouting at,
pet? turtles and cuddles.
vacation? UK, age three?

CURRENTLY:
Eating? no.
Drinking? no.
listening to? music.
Waiting for? him to call me.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
Lips or eyes? eyes.
Shorter or taller? taller.
Romantic or spontaneous? spontaneous.
Sensitive or loud? sensitive.
Hook-up or in a relationship? in a relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Drank bubbles? coke bubbles.
Lost glasses/contacts? my contacts.
Ran away from home? yes.
Broken someone's heart? too many times.
Been arrested? never.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
Do you like someone? i love him <3 you
Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? not exactly.

the news nowadays

2008-09-20T22:24:00.006+08:00

oh my god, i have not updated for like a month. hehe. so here's the news:

My one and only greatest poa teacher is leaving the country Mister Yee Seng Wong. Hopefully he'll achieve his dream job soon. For our last day of tuition we ordered Pizza Hut. yay!! and dayum Meat lover's good.hehe.I wish him the best of luck and hope he stays as the big teddy bear i see him as. *snicker*i'm currently busting my brain since its only ONE month until O'levels. Argh!Me and Fuzz have been spending time with eachother alot,very funny.hehe.Me sisters are all over the place and i've been webcamming alot. and i mean alot. Ka Nana's in NY, Ka Dek's in UK, Ka Obi's in Japan and i've been thinking of going overseas this holiday, well it's a maybe. i still want to hang with my friends. get what i mean?oh and my nephew has a blog now. *baby adam*

p/s i'll be unactive for the month to come. wish me luck.

2008-08-27T08:54:00.006+08:00

you say "I wanna be different." time now; 10:54am

i know you had that moment. either you side-part your hair or just put some make-up on.

the lust to be original, never ends. seriously it never ends.

just like youu. i'm gonna cut my hair soon but not really sure how though. so i've run the net to look for that exact picture-ific thing, though in my mind. screams "you are so idiotic" but then i've noticed. it's been there like forever. hahaha. don't you just love it? yeah, Those close to me must know this. I hate to be copied. really i do. i would walk around the mall for about 3 hours before i want to buy something just to know that no one, and i mean no one has it. so basically, i'm a freak

so i want to cut my hair in some freaky yet suttle way. any suggestions?

and no, i don't want to be that girl who struts around with a mini-skirt and no undies.thanks.

tagged by: Timah ;)

2008-08-25T13:16:00.007+08:00

The rules:

State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
The 10 people I tag are then to follow and write their own 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts.
Most importantly, No tagbacks.

the howwible facts of me.

1. i could not swim to save my life.

2. i get disgusted by public doorknobs.
3. i have a ~~bad skin~~ disorder. nuff' said.
4.i would twist my head to see an incredibly gorgeous guy.

*and forget his face by the end of the day.*

5. i would cry then skip my step happily by the next minute.
6. very and truely "amai tangan"
7. i'm too gullible and flirtatious.
8. i bite straws. [bet you didn't know that]

9. i still want my perfect drop-dead knight in shining armour.

10.i am soo totally obsessed on pimple pinching and black-heads.
11. i collect 'ty' plushies. i have about 39 of them.
12.i'm clauristrophobic.
13. i have 'toilet pets', Howie the spider and Jimmy the lizard.
14. i love to laugh at poklens, emo-wannabes, fashion disasters mostly.
15. i wake up early in the morning to watch cartoons =]

people i tagged; meeji, richelle, hazwana, arvy, wajdi, fee, yusof, abang amar and abii!!!
thanks everybody.

2008-08-24T19:46:00.008+08:00

this ladies and gentlemen is Ahmad Zakee.
and he's the bestest best friend that you could ever have,

my history with him?we've known eachother from the beginning of the year and lost contact because of a certain someone, now. he promises he will only be a friend to me
he webcam me and he's seriously adorable with his new look. i admit, he's so cute.
but that will not stop us from having so much fun. i promise one day i will bring you out.

owh and by the way.Happy belated Birthday Zakee.
17th August 2008. you're nineteen now.

2008-08-24T13:28:00.008+08:00

Happy bumdays Midge!
proud owner of http://meeji.blogspot.com

time now: 1:30pm. so bored

tomorrow's physics one, two and bio one.

so, i have revised it and im seriously celebrating since it's three mo' days to go! wooh! so incredibly happy. now menjaga si adam while waiting my mom to get her bum back here. poopie. so im here, sorta rotting.haha. bought dino with me, i wonder where abii is. *think think*lama sudah inda ada on9 oh yeah i edited a few pics today. hope you like it. that's for ruffsey.yes bestie, that you!

note to self: must study butt off.

2008-08-23T22:01:00.006+08:00

difference between monkey and bunny?
time now: 10;02pm

i'm not really sure.hehe. so here is today's headlines. before we went in the practical, we talked about the prom after the O's. that reminds me, congrats to the june takers. results are out! so definately going shopping with fuzzy bunny for dresses and now in my head are leggies and boots casual i mean, this is so cool.

In the practical, i had to sit upfront, felt weird. seriously. Met with d'zaf the future surgeon. hehe. i'm reallly going to miss her though. poopie.car overheated, the hamster overheated i mean. it was in the middle of the new road in katok. Famelee to the rescue with water bottles. ehehe. have to go to Tutong tomorrow.bummer.

i m y bun-bun

Rinakuuh

2008-08-23T21:21:00.004+08:00

{one}the Fake doll:
hey you! emo-emo. waah-waah."oh my god, it's the new fad. i see everyone got a blog. let's make one." fake emo. hear that little doll? fake emo. if you want to copy, do it the right way.whoops! broken family, so sorry. you haven't gotten enough sympathy. i know you're skinny like someone sat on you flat. hey, there's a broom missing , wonder why he ~~ran away~~ from you,

probably coz' you're so damn fake

{two}thinking of sucking up:

yeah i know two of them, snotty, snobby, show-offs that just didn't get a good look in the morning. one, the other fake emo that cuts himself but never realizes his girl is going at it behind his back, ha-ha. telling fake stories, just like his mentor, hope you'll be just like him, since you both are going down.

the other one? too tall for me. wished she could get that respect. now you can sweetie, coz' you're respecting a sorry-ass-lating-humping-no-good mofoe'. benar-benar jua kamu desperate ani, last year complain sal kau mesti buat aku punya stunt. gila baby jua ah? fikir tah apa kau ani, dari mua baik saja tapi kalau tau, jealous bangat jua ah? you tall guppy you. i'm not sure but i heard you're a lesbee. your mom should just kick you out. why? coz' your reputation is online and it shows 0 degree. becakap apatah kamu di luar atu?

{three}the mofoe':

hello? "you abandoned us" you said this is the one final year, we helped you more and we hoped more, now you spoil those little brats that doesn't deserve one cent. now your minions are ignoring me why? probably they didn't realize how much they owe us. who took her place when you two were god only knows where. i have so much to say to you but in summary all i have to say

fcuk you mister hawk, thank god i went out

2008-08-19T20:10:00.002+08:00

Ynote to self: do not let it ruin your day

so i went to school, kinda fun. today's exam? bahasa melayu one and two.
the comment? bahasa melayu paper one, fun but i chose number seven, just for fun.
since it was that simple. I wanted to chose number four but to heel with it n'ways,
so i wrote about.. went to pasar raya righht? saw a guy, wanted to kill himself since his so called
"kekasih" died in China. randomness: one, lameness: perfect ten.
paper two? seriously good, but i had a little help have to admit
by the way, nerdy sucks ass and is totally gay.
just a little insult, i'm kidding with you bils
.
in the morning wah, the nagger jadi kusut sal i took her rookie and told her a few things,
get what i mean? sasak wah, one day..after O's i am seriously going to go up to her face and say
"%#@! you, spoilt little prissy nagger."

so do you see how dissy i am to her?

2008-08-18T21:01:00.005+08:00

Totally not into the relationship right now.

what can i do huh? tears on my pillow, i have that prince but he isn't so charming as i thought.

you see, when you lust for something, and when you have it. it doesn't seem as much fun as it used to be. Last night made me realize something, i do not really * such a thing. Faz turned kinda balistic last night at four in the morning, i mean yea i do know you're tired but please spare a little happiness for me, spare a little love. please? then when Zeezy came in, seems funny,

seems hay-wired. I haven't receied anything from either one of em' but i guess i'm just not sure.

i want him but i'm scared it'll get a little too much after his "experiment" on Wednesday.

his reason? what was my reaction. Seriously.

lesson be learnt: cry for something you can't have

but cherish with what you have.

I've finished Horrible History Cruel Kings and Mean Queens already.

*harts*

2008-08-18T20:32:00.002+08:00

that was so sucky, mathematics one. seriously most of us couldn't answer it,

studied so hard for simultanious equation... it didn't come out!!

ish that guppy! damn, for some reason i've never got along with her if you know what i mean.

humph, another day. he finally said hi that snobby snot,

ooh. big captain of the team. i'm so big. yuck.

Next! english was fine. english one. wrote a report, then a compo about

"Saying Goodbye"

believe me, i don't think i'm the only one who chose that.

mine was about how spring twisted the male mind, {Ain't that true?}

i made friends with three boys in my Uni, Darren, Michael and Adit. hehe.

Adit fell in-love with me and murdered by a bear, well actually all three of them did.*snicker*

My report was about pieces of chicken ending up in a drink and guess who the characters were!!

Answer= Mr.Sanders, Stan McDonald and Kyle Dixy.~i so phann-ee~

2008-08-16T19:46:00.002+08:00

OMFG Dmn that's hot!!!

am i that irresistable? nawh. im just saying.haha. that was a bimbo moment.

where is she going to be this month?

one, taking her exams soo much she's gonna burst. {ending 27th August}

two, celebrating some birthdays. yay! namely; Meej's & Darren.

three, scoff on choclate. BRING BACK BEN & JERRY!!!

four, send d'Zaf [future surgeon] to the airport on the 28th.

five, pray for the best to come. i'm waiting for Os.

six, look for the little miss & mr. tee shirt.

seven, love him to bits & celebrate

so i won't be blogging and nagging so much this month. damn!

*hugs mr.dookie*

2008-08-15T21:19:00.001+08:00

Exam fever; wishing luck to everybody, school is starting the exam next week. boo.

2008-08-15T20:38:00.006+08:00

in this is my dedication;

2008-08-12T22:28:00.004+08:00

my family news,

somewhere between lonely and happy, it seems everyone is going away this year.

want the news?

my brother is going to London just for a month this December till January.

my first sister goes to New York for only three months.

while her hubby goes to Hong Kong and possibly we'll be going there next year.

third sister is spending her masters in Japan for a whole year.{garage sales are on!}

second sister/ the cupcake queen is going to London to do her studies there.

I'm planning to go to Australia,

I really don't want to be too much of a burden to my parents

with my father in his current condition, i pray to god for the best to come.

hopefully my mom doesn't have to depend on that damn school for once yes?

coming soon with more the family news. by Marin

yes, they call me that at home.

2008-08-12T13:04:00.003+08:00

"My class updates"

hello hello. i'm reall not getting used to it. seriously im not. just got into the fact that the cadets are turning their back on me except Dinie but he's a flirt anyways. no probs but that guy is seriously not deserving any title from me since i heard tha rumour. he has lost my respect and now he's planning for revenge. why so defending much? hmm? now here goes the NEXT story. Olympics is everywhere now and oh! Mario & Missus Mario had to go home early today.yay! why? the son got sick. maybe he's growing a tummy & a beard.ha ha ha.

next. the quiet girl is a little in her moody place but that's okey i don't blame her since qualyfiying's just next week. the noisy one by the way was like all over the place. that was annoying, i can tell she doesn't like me though. yucks! miji's having a hard time on the blog but i bet he can cope with it, the class is discriminating on the pics chosen. i don't see what's wrong with it but who does right? lended my PRYNSA cash to the boys to pay for the jerseys. Since some of the team members didn't pay yet but we got loads of supporters though {yes including me}. yet i wonder why the pencil is getting very lazy and hanging with so many questions. annoying. if you wanna buy one then buy one. i know you got the money, doesn't mean you should diss us.

THE TEAM MEMBERS;

*who's name still escapes me.*

2.Shahrul. /4.Arrie /6.Hazmi /7. Muhammad / 8.Zaki / 9.Mezan/ 10.Dayat /11.Izzi Chu

/12.Amirul /16.Paul J /.20.Nabil A. /21. Darren C./ 22.Qawi /23.Izzat / 24.Jovan.

*i still can't believe i'm a size S jersey.hahaha~*
For more updates click tohttp://onederclass.blogspot.com

thank yews =)

p/s hey abii. sorry i didn't go on msn. :3

2008-08-11T21:17:00.003+08:00

"Happy Rinazizsary =]"
happy two years nine months anniversary!!
i can't believe we've reached this far.

haven't met you in a while, miss you.
*{sorry i don't have a clear picture with you}*

But you got to blame something.

2008-08-11T20:56:00.010+08:00

ONE WORLD. ONE DREAM
well i'm not blaming anyone. actually i am. why didn't Brunei get in?
it was announced internationally, well..that sucks. news keep changing.
the Ministry didn't approve it. i guess.
one of the athletes, Yazid is still recovering from his recovery
quoted from Rano, i didn't know that boy had it in him.
and not sure what's Maria case's though oh wells.
{read it from Ranoadidas}
"Better luck next time."

updates:
day three of the olympics
China is Dominating with 9 gold medals.
Korea is tailing at 4 gold medals
and the United states with 3 gold medals

hey abiii

2008-08-10T18:23:00.005+08:00

Si Bunnikewh edits ini;

*spare the crapped-out language.*
officially best friends with Abiidactylekuhs @ Ak. Abd Hafiz.
seriously yeah i don't have a life.haha.
{edites by rinasourous.} {rated. ****}

2008-08-10T16:14:00.001+08:00

Okey okey, note to you, i'm in this seriously bad mood, horibble mood that i do have the feeling to kick and rip out my own heart and eat it again, so yeah you guessed it, it's that time of the month so i'm pretty bitchy. so if i act like a bitch you probably should run away no matter how close you are with me. I'd eat your head, literally.

but in someway. somehow. you really shouldn't miss this post coz' probably your name is in it.
so yeah here it goes. My family's giving a hard time since its my BIG exam so they probably do care but for sure I am NOT staying in this crappy place. hello? has anyone seen the goverment schools? no offense but i hate being in groups, i mean i do want friends i just don't like those other girls
starinf at me like they wana get a fight. gettit?

atleast i got my brothers to watch my back excluding faz since he's a heterosexual metrerosexual. so yeah. you better read this fast coz' it sounds sooo much like me.yay! now on to my schoolmates. NOW. yes i'm taking bout that bastardy school.that i'm not saying who incase that

shitty shitty shitty people tell on me, then it'll spread like the sunday news.

my own. my life. my words.
*look down*

2008-08-10T16:13:00.005+08:00

"hey pencil! meet the marker."

my best best so called friend that i sit next to. became so nice to her, gossips and all, gave her presents and what not and when it came to my birthday. fwwwaaatttt!!! well you gave your best boyfie a present didn't you.the one you blab about always so yeah i just can't trust you. f you bitch. yes you are a bitch. learn with that. guys like you i effin don't know why.

i am so not the kind to bitch about things but i am to post em *snicker* so if you have a problem with me, deal it yourself. don't be a sniffer and just post it online coz' honey i already told these peeps how they are and yeah i actually express my true feelings to them to. awwh. so sweet. don't judge me for who i am and you're not looking at yourself. no offense but you can be a bitch too.yay!now my teachers are a joke. yeah they're funny. you may call em this but i don't think youcan solve this through. With my one teacher tho, indian yes but he gives people a hard time, he does complain that we take so slow but hello? your wasting precious time just to finish an exercise that week? total waste man! so i compare him with Mario and Luigi. i DO call him Mr. Brown every now and then but that's getting old. I'm a racist. but only to the bitches i *. Deal with it.

2008-08-10T16:13:00.004+08:00

"Bruneians the goldfish, Malaysians the Guppy"

this is a serious insult to me. know why? a malaysian said this and yes he does deserve a smack.

they(yes he & she agreed) said that bruneians are pampered and live only in the bowl to live.

while guppies live nearly anywhere in the longkang as it adapts to its surroundings.
.

NEWSFLASH!!

where did you get that goldfish anyway? if you say that then you probably haven't seen brunei the way i do.Kampong ayer? how do they live then? you say you have street smarts but frankly you are quite stupid to say such a thing. Bruneians are proud of their country. who asked you to pay taxes. us? why in the hell are you living in this country in the first place?

you malaysian are taking bruneian money.

2008-08-10T16:12:00.001+08:00

"My class updates"

i am seriously annoyingly pissed.ask why? coz' of these.

the class is starting a new blog. you know to update and whatnot.

"ONEderclass.blogspot.com."

yeah i know. i created a few names, this got chosen. o wells.

like my mua and darren. i should keep my hands off. i know right? that was seriously funny.

meeji's writing, updating it and ol'. i'll just look through my own headlines. no matter, i still have my pride. *sniff* ooh! Nabil is creating that football team. i'll keep you updated on this later. the name escapes me though. haha. im buying the jersey which is kinda tacky but it's cool to represent something right? no probs. then some of my mates are calling me Ugly betty, coz' our eyes match.

thanking abiii

2008-08-05T22:09:00.003+08:00

YThank you Abiidactyle!!

harts you very very myuch.

you made me smile after the rain.

effin' falui

2008-08-04T21:23:00.007+08:00

My Y with you

somethings just never change. *looks down*

hmm.. or do they?

My jealously. anytime, anywhere, anyone. but that doesn't mean i'm so obsessed.
my biting-straw habit. *gnaws on plastic*
sugar filled choclate *licks lips*
new stuff. now that's addiction.
and new empty books.

missing mr.cookie

2008-08-02T23:38:00.004+08:00

"Hi" to Mr.DookieY

my own prize, the present for myself.

*that actually sounds sad*

this is Mr. Dookie, birthday 31st July 2008

the largest plushie i have ever gotten {for myself}

and i totally Y HIM.

but...

fazreen got me the same one for my birthday!!!

so we agreed to switch *woo!*

lurving handbags.

2008-08-01T22:45:00.008+08:00

Y"boys are like purses. cute, full of crap and can easily be replaced."Y

saw this in photobucket.so i looked more into it. As usual. that's me.

*snickers*

it's for that most adorable part of me to say what she has to say.

she shouts "its the 'What if' moment."

Woo!

what if the boys were actually purses. what would they be?

emo boys and goth draculas you see at the Mall?

The one with buckles and the tacky sequins.

poklens and skater boys?

the seriously bright one with loads of zippers and lots of buttons and badges.

your neatly pressed computer and math nerds? easy! the plain and dull.

whites, blues.etc.

...

note; buy these at the Pasar Malam at $15 to $5

and lastly. my boyfriend? Prada baby!!

"coz' hun, you last forever"

challenged

2008-08-01T20:22:00.007+08:00

Ywhat i've done recently;Y

one- met the most sweetest, most romantic guy on brunei.[~~ooh fucker~~]

OMG! seriously seriously SERIOUSLY!

he is so adorable & we besties now.

two- went out & got that 'Rumour'

i will not go more into that since i've not actually respect nor show it to him n'more.

i am the DEVIL of devils.

mwakakaa.

three- Bought a cookie monster!!

OMFG!Y

fazreen bought the EXACT same one for me for my birthday.

*snicker*

planning a photo album for this.

so we agreed that we're gonna exchange it.

idiotic.

2008-07-27T13:41:00.005+08:00

i'm sorry for what i've done.

what i could've done and i wish i could do more.

my life gone down hill since that one incident, earlier this year. i'm not sure where i am heading but i doubt i'll be happy. praying for the best while i'm living through the worst. My friends, i never could trust. my enemies, i've waited. if you hate me or should ever feel insecure for or towards me. please tell me.you may tell others what you think of me but you never told it infront of me, call me a bitch but have you ever looked at yourself? copy me without my consent then take my dignity? love me but you're letting me go?

now i'm living toward my darkest times, crying in my sleep, waking up to see myself in hell again. Ashamed for who i am and what i've done.i made people cry, i lied and i've kept secrets. for now i'm asking for forgiveness.

this is my wake up call.

this is my confession.

i'm not emo, nor i am someone i'm not.
tell me the truth when you tell me i'm crazy.